This is a continuation from 2014 Didn’t look like we thought it should.
Our family was ecstatic about the move and all the changes that we would get to go through as a family. Friends and family were notified. Doctors informed as we gathered paper work. Decorating plans were made. Hubby’s truck, that had been his grandfather’s was sold because we didn’t think it needed to make the drive to the new city.
With this job opportunity, came a salary increase. For the first time I finally saw the potential to finally make good progress on getting out of student loans without having to go back to a beans and rice type grocery budget. We’ve always said that without the burden of student loans, so many things are opened up to us. Ministry. Adoption. Giving more. Vacations with our kids. Extracurricular activities for the kids. All things we’ve discussed being open to if the Lord calls us to them.
We then experienced the 2014 unexpected happening, that changed everything. Our dream of leaving this town burst. The job fell through. Three weeks from closing on our new home. The same day, we saw that in fact our chance of moving on and out was gone, our house received two offers on it. Two good offers. Since we had been planing on selling previous to the job change, we went ahead and sold our house. Leaving us without a home, without a plan. Confused and lost. However, Hubby still had a job where he had been working before.
We already knew what was on the market in this town. Nothing came close to comparing to the house that was going to be. We didn’t want to buy a house towards the top of our budget and still be disappointed. But we realized that would be the case. We also were unsure as to if we were going to want to stick around in this town. The opportunity for a job in a new location had really opened up that desire in us to leave and explore in other places.
We explored the option of renting, but in our city it would cost us far more a month to rent than it would for us to buy and put money into a house.
So we gave our realtor very clear instructions. We wanted a property that we could easily turn around and rent or sell within a short amount of time. It had to be in a state which needed very little work and was on the low-end of the price spectrum. The last criteria was that our dining room table that Hubby built had to fit in the dining room.
There were six houses to look at in the city with those criteriums that came up on the MLS. However, upon visiting these homes, only one was in good condition with the possibility of it being able to rent it or sell it quickly do the locations. Our dining room table fit in this house.
We had a closing date of three weeks later, with two-weeks of rent back in our current house so we had time to move. Kids were sick, while I was trying to pack and move. Originally, we were going to have movers help with the moving. Then with the new job opportunity we had movers scheduled to come back us up and move us. But, as result of costs incurred from house hunting in the new city, we ended up not getting movers to help us. Hubby was also going to have some time off from work to help me with the logistics of moving when the move involved a new city. But staying in the same city did not afford us this luxury. He ended up with about two days off total and the move drug out for a few weeks. We spent weekend and evenings trying to load stuff into our van and moving vans. That was a long few weeks. Thankfully, we had a few friends and family members who assisted us in moving and brought us some meals.
We moved into our current house in February of 2014, just a year ago.
Truth be told, those were hard, dark days.
We knew God had a purpose in this. What that purpose was we weren’t really sure.
I wondered, did we miss God? Silly questions, such as do I even know His voice? Lots of why? I was humiliated. We had told people after all. I was angry at times. I felt like we stepped out in faith on a road that God was opening for us, and then He allowed the door to be slammed in our face. I feared what people thought. This was also a rough patch in our marriage.
But it wasn’t just us and our hearts involved. We had made promises to our kids. Our kids had dreamed too. We had told the older two that they could have a room together and for the first time we would let them choose some of their decorations and paint color. Sweet Potato was going to get a room with boy decorations in it, something we had not ever really done. Grape was going to get a room with polka-dots. We had told them that we would get them all bikes to ride. Up to this points our kids had other people’s cast off bikes, and there were never enough to go around for our family. But, we had told them that since we would have a garage and a bigger home, there would be a place to keep bikes and side walks to ride them on. Plus, since they all saw the house in the new city, they were anticipating a pool, space to get ready in bathrooms, and a craft room. But we could no longer keep these promises to our kids.
That stung hard. Not so much that they couldn’t have the material stuff, but more that we promised them something. But we couldn’t keep that promise. We’ve always tried hard to only promise them things that we were able to actually follow through on. They tried to make the best of it, even so there were complaints, tears, and frustration from the kids.
We still are not entirely sure the why’s behind the job falling through. But we trust that He has multiple purposes for anything He does. We know that He is working on His plan that we can’t see. I heard a quote somewhere, I believe it was credited to John Piper, that said that for everything that happens, God has a thousand reasons. If we can just see one of those reasons, consider it a blessing.
One big positive that resulted from this crazy year was the ability to now make a large progress towards student loan pay off. In 2014 we were able to pay off about half of what we started with after graduation in student loans. We were hoping for a bit more, but our electric bill in this small house was still considerably more than what we thought it would run, as well as a few other unexpected expenses came our way.